The software is just 2 releases away from v1.0. You can see in the
Road Map what's to be done. Not much. Maybe a couple of weeks' worth.
It got me reminiscing about my trading history up to now, and the trading software I had made.
The first was an Excel macro. There was some website which made available a text file containing the end-of-day data for the 1300-or-so stocks listed on the Australian Stock Exchange (ASX).
My Excel macro converted that one file containing the daily data for 1300 stocks into 1300 separate files - one for each stock. Over time that built up a daily history for each of the stocks.
Another macro then went through each file, ran one check, and spat out a list of about 30 stocks to look at. I would then go through each stock manually, load the data into an Excel spreadsheet, run another macro to make some charts, and then decide what to do.
The technical analysis I was using was all based on some books I had read. Mostly by Daryl Guppy. I still enjoy his writing. And I should probably have another look at those books.
Looking at the 30 stocks each night took about 2 hours after work. It was unsustainable. The problem was that I had set the 'alert', if you will, to be based on just one thing. And actually I can't even remember what that was. I then had to manually do everything else, and it just took too long.
The end result from all that, was 2 trades. The first, in James Hardie, gave me about $150. The other, in an obscure chemicals company, lost me about $100. I gave up. Gave up at the first loss, I guess because for the time I was spending, it didn't seem worth it.
Since that time, probably before, it had been on my To Do list to learn about trading options. I don't remember why. A year or two later, I saw in the newspaper an ad for a free 2-hour seminar on trading options. I decided to go along. What could it hurt?
So I go to that seminar, and it sounded pretty cool. I signed up for the 3-day course, cost of about $3000.
The 3-day course was pretty cool, too. I left it feeling a great sense of "this is it!"
They said I should paper-trade for 90 days at least. "Get all the accounts set up so you're ready to go, but just paper trade for the 90 days," they said.
So I set up my accounts and set about paper trading.
I think I did one paper trade, which was a winner, and I dove in. My first options trade was in Qantas, and was a winner. I went on to do 9 more options trades, not doing great, but not bad. Then there was options trade #11. Broke *all* the rules. Held on. Said "it'll come back!" It never did. Ouch. I decided to go back to paper trading, but never did. That was my last options trade. The end result was about break even.
Since that time, probably before, it had been on my To Do list to learn about trading currency. I don't remember why. A year or two later, I saw in the newspaper an ad for a free 2-hour seminar on trading currency. I decided to go along. What could it hurt?
So I go to that seminar, and it sounded pretty cool. I signed up for the 5-day course, cost of about $6000.
The 5-day course was pretty cool, too. I left it feeling a great sense of "this is it!"
They said I should paper-trade for a while. "Get all the accounts set up so you're ready to go, but just paper trade for a while until you get a good feel," they said.
So I set up my accounts and set about paper trading.
I think I did one paper trade, which was a winner, and I dove in. I did about 100 currency trades, ending up with a total loss of about $5000.
In a way, that's not too bad. If as believed, currency trading being so risky and all, then to lose "only" $5K over 100 trades seems pretty good. The money management I was using had kept me from destroying my account.
So, I decided it would be better to backtest the rules that I had learnt at the 5-day seminar. Then I could work out who was at fault - was it me, or was it the rules?
That's when Thinking Stuff started. It was originally to backtest some trading rules I had bought at a seminar.
The things in common that those 2 seminars had:
- They both employed trend lines in their techniques;
- They both employed subjective aspects in their techniques;
- They both said paper-trade for a while before jumping in;
- They both said keep a trading journal of your thoughts.
I firmly believe the guys that gave those seminars were honest, and that those rules worked for them, and that those rules work for other people.
Although I'm still in loss territory, those seminars gave me knowledge that I would have had to pay for through mistakes in the market anyway. And if I had made the mistakes in the market, I'd have to overcome the emotional scarring that comes with that kind of experience.
And what the second seminar gave me especially, was the belief that computers can trade profitably. Before the guy said he had a computer doing it for him, I believed some human judgement would always be necessary. How much is removing a limiting belief worth?
Through all this, I have come to the rude awakening that I have the choker gene. I'm a choker! I should have seen it earlier, but it's not something you like to admit to yourself. I remember when I was younger. During practice for sports, any sport, I was fantastic - perfect technique and form. Come game time I'd freak out.
Here's some examples. In Aussie Rules football practice, I could do perfect
drop punts. Come game time any drop punt I tried went about 10 metres along the ground. I would have to revert to torpedo punts instead. I knew it back then - I remember telling people that I couldn't do drop punts during a game.
In golf, I would go out and shank it every which way on the course. And then with the pro afterwards I would do these lovely draw shots, which the pro would say were lovely draw shots. "You hit the ball like this all the time?" he asks. "No, normally it slices."
In basketball, I was a great shot. While practicing by myself. Or even playing with friends. But come game time in the stadium, with proper referees, with parents watching, I couldn't shoot to save my life. I became the assist man. I was pretty good at defence too.
And so in trading, paper trading or demo trading I am a trading god. But come real trading, there's nothing noticeably different, there's nothing that feels different, but yet I can't help but lose money.
I decided it was the subjective rules that I had learnt in the seminars that were at fault. If there's a right and wrong way to place a trend line, then obviously I was going to place it right during practice, and place it wrong when trading live.
And trading journals? If the rules are there, why should your emotions affect them? Bah.
So I decided that trading systems, for me at least, had to be purely objective. So objective that a computer could trade it. And if a computer could trade it, I thought, a computer *should* trade it. There's no need for me to be at the screen all day.
Implementing this plan would mean I would be at the screen all day for the next couple of years.
So now I've come full circle. My original share trading was done with an Excel macro that could not be easily modified. Now I have at my disposal (and so do you) software that can backtest the rules to see if they work; can trade the rules; and can be modified extremely easily. Thinking Stuff is software that will make trading easier, not just keep me occupied for 2 hours each night like the Excel macro did.
It gets over the problems associated with the choker gene, because all I have to do is analyse (which I'm good at) trading systems and decide which to use. No heat of the moment decisions to make. No fear nor greed. No problem with pulling the trigger after a loss.
If I can't become profitable trading currency with this tool at my fingertips, seriously, I should just give away the trading dream. But I think everything's going to be alllll right.
And now, all I need is some money to trade with :-)
Unless someone out there in Internet land wants to go in a partnership with me, (where you provide the money, and I provide everything else, and we split the winnings 50-50), then I'll be going back to paid employment.
The good part is that while I'm at work trading hours for dollars, Thinking Stuff is making my money work for me.
And in a few years from now I will have both the money and the knowledge, not just the money as I had before, and not just the knowledge as I have now. That's a rosy future. (Oh, and also the beautiful and intelligent wife and the 5 quiet and obedient children :-)